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Written by: tymaporer

I can't stand this life anymore

I want to lie down

And never rise

I want to die

As I raise the tool

For the first and last time

I think of school

How everyone was so happy

So oblivious to my slow inward death

I think of my family

How they were so nice

Whenever they could be

But they didn't see

All the unhappiness I felt

I think of my online friends

How they saved me from an untimely end

So many times

But now I'm just too sad

To go on

So now I say

I love you, everyone

And I'm sorry

But you couldn't save me this time

In life I felt nothing but pain

Nobody understood

And now I'll be gone for good

But what is this

I hear a cry

A call to stop

Don't do it, don't do it

I look up and see

All the faces staring back at me

And I know it's all in my mind

But then they said

We care

And I realized

I can't do it

It's an illusion

But I know they really do care

And I feel something

I haven't felt in a while

It's called

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